my cry to the LORD

My dear Father God...
I praise You for Your faithfulness to me even in times when I am faithless...
I admit that I have grieved You many times...
And I'm very sorry for it...
I know I should repent and I'm asking You Father GOD to grant me the grace to enable me to repent from this grievous sin... =(
You have seen what had just happen to me as I became a disobedient child of Yours...
And now I don't know what to do to fix the mess I have done...
Father GOD I know that this situation I have entered again is not new to You even to me...
Indeed, I'm much like the Israelite many times they have done evil things against You
I've been through this before and still I have not learned from my mistakes...

"But I am reminded of Your judgments of old, and have comforted myself"(Psa 119:52)

Father God let not my eyes gaze unto my infirmities but to

"look to Jesus the Author and Finisher of our faith..."(Heb.12:2).

Father God remind me of how You have delivered me before
and be patiently waiting

"They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength they shall mount up with wings as eagles: they shall run, and not be weary: and they shall walk, and not faint."(Psa.40:31)

for Your everlasting mercy to me...

" ...for His mercy endureth for ever" (Psa 136:1-26)

Father God teach me to

"..humble myself under the mighty hand of GOD, that HE may exalt you in due time"(I Pet.5:6)

and to

"cast all my care upon HIM; for HE careth for me..."(I Pet.5:7)

and be reminded and comforted that

"God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it."(I Cor. 10 :13)

"But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, establish, strengthen, settle you."(I Pet.5:10)

Father God remind me of these promises You faithfully provided for me and enable me to
CLAIM IT! CLAIM IT! CLAIM IT!

So let it be GOD...

In Jesus Name, AMEN

nothing without YOU,
celeste